why am i doing here...

exam... to be more precise, trial STPM examination.. when? next week... how's the preparation? still hav a lot nid to catch u... why r u here? i hav no idea..

tat's exactly how i feel right now.. day after day, i can only feel a 'new' burden put on top on the previous burden.. days after days, i keep on reminding myself, 'do ur best.. prove to 'THEM' that they r wrong..' but how long can i endure the pain and suffering? isnt study suppose to be a fun thing to do? it's started to b a pain for me... haiz...

hav just received a very nice song... My Valentine.. i love it.. the singer sing it with full passion.. her voice is so strong and powerful.. actually, i wanted to download the song for so long but always forget till this evening, i heard the song from my frens's hp.. i was so enjoy listen to it.. then was determine to download it TONITE. haha.. love tat song... tat's why i m not studying now.. haha..

another thing i wanna share with everyone here.. i bet many of u out there ever face this problem b4.. dun lie.. and dun b shy.. haha.. it's about.. FRIENDSHIP...

it's indeed very hard to find a best buddy. for me, buddy is more than a friend.. he is the one who will b there for u when u r sad, when u r down, when u r sick, when u r happy, when u r bored, when u r.. *dunnoe wat liaw*.. haha. so we must appreciate all the ppl around us.. coz u dunnoe when they will leave u.. cheerish every moment u spend with ur frens and thank God for giving u such a fren..

our world is very cruel.. we r given many obstacles to face with our frens.. to test the strength of our friendship.. everyone has there own perspective on the critirial of a friendship.. rite? for me, i will say a friendship cant last long without trust, love, tolerence, sincerity and of coz, argument..

trust.. sound so easy but it's difficult to be done.. trust me.. i m a very sensitive person and sumtimes will be very annoying.. trust me.. haha.. i dun like those who like to make a 'cunning movement' like gossip or criticize me behind me.. if u hav a problem, just tell straight to them.. this will make them feel better rather than u say sumthing about them behind them.. how on earth u wan them to trust u 100% if u r doing this.. who know the next time is u bak stab them.. human natural respond, they wont trust u if u do sumthing like tat.. and trust me, this gonna destroy ur years of friendship withing a few weeks.. agree?

love.. it's friendship love ar.. *quoted from see liong*.. haha.. friendship love is like a catalyst to our friendship.. it helps to strengthen our bond and secure our friendship.. love consists of care, which is vital to cope all the uphill task faced.. we care for each other and support one another when we are down.. then together, we can face all the challenges ahead of us!!

tolerence.. human natural behaviour, being so naive, unreasonable and childish at sumtimes.. this is the natural behaviour everyone has and cant nvr b change.. it's varies on the frequency of occurance of the behaviour on every person.. of coz, we sumtimes nid to tolerence when our friends r behaving tat way.. esp gal when the cycle repeat.. haha.. well.. tat's the truth wat.. dun blow ur hot vapour on them when they r like tat.. swallow down all the vapour in ur tummy and fart it out sumwhere else.. haha.. tat wont hurt anyone. haha.. however, u can always swallow the hot vapour as it's hot and will hurt u one day.. u nid to talk to ur fren (face to face ar.. not gossip behind them!!) about tat behaviour and hopefully, they will change.. haha.. then ur friendship expiry date will be extended without reloading it.. haha..

sincerity.. it's very difficult to find a sincere fren now.. everyone befriended some one else with a certain purpose.. tat's totally parasite.. and i cant stand tat..obviously, this kind of frens r TEMPORARY frens.. dun waste time, money, anything!! on them... and dun let them suck out wat they wan from u!! a sincere fren will nvr care how rich u r, how popular u r, how high ur post r, etc.. they just wanna be ur friend and share everything with u.. behinds, sincerity also consists of honesty.. try to avoid lies as it will hurt ur friendship.. and any problem u encounter with ur frens, discuss nicely together but not being the 'kepa mah', gather ur kepo to talk bad behind him/her..

last but not least, argument.. argument is orginated from a conflict face by friends.. it's good to argue as from there, friends will know what's the problem they r facing and wat's the thing tat coz their friendship shaky.. besides, thru argument, both parties can c some real colour that no other every see before.. and this will stregthen their friendship as they know more about one another.. of coz, argument nid to b done in a proper way.. since it's the problem between both of u, NEVER let outsiders interupt the argument.. u can seek for advice but dun 100% the advice and rumour spreaded.. follow ur heart.. u know him/her better than any of the outsiders.. so think and filter all the info as in wat is true and wat isnt.. NEVER form ur KEPOMAH association during the argument war.. this will hurt u in the end.. trust me, the members of ur KEPOMAH association just wanna b kepo but not help u.. tat's why they join the group.. think wisely b4 making any actions.. dun deeply the wound but heal it.. any discuss with one another with open mind.. accept the critic from the other party as u r worng in sum way too.. dun push the blame but accept it.. AND CHANGE IT.. be more matured in term of thinking and try to come out with a solution.. then ur friendship will sure be safe and u will know each other better as u hav seen the side tat no one else see b4.. cool!!

tat's my point of view.. any idea o suggestion, u may drop it in the KEPO box to share with everyone.. dun b so kedekut on ur opinion la.. haha..