Thursday, March 4, 2010

: the day after the hectic day :

when thunderstorm is going blow its final clap, the least that we will expect is that a hurricane is taking the next shift right after thunderstorm.. this is very unpredictable.. and yes, life is also unpredictable..

when our nightmare is about to end, relief is the first thing that we will feel.. we will be looking forward to see smiley shinny sun hangs above us, with breezy cool wind blowing against our face, comforting us that things will be just fine.. but what if chapter of nightmare is just about to begin? instead of smiley shinny sun, the hot scorching hot sun is burning through our skin, hot steamy wind burns our skin like just concentrated acid being poured on our face.. 

adrenaline rushes in our veins, sending alarm signals to our body.. helplessly calling for help even though it is useless.. that's the day when we will feel hopeless..

let just face it.. everyone will have their bad days.. it might last for a day, a week, a month or even a year! the last that we will have to do is to breakdown during that period.. lift up your head.. prepare your mind for the worst case scenario.. be prepared to sacrifice to improve necessary conditions..

take it as lesson.. a lesson that cannot be taught by anyone else but God.. after going through this moment, you will become stronger.. stronger in many ways.. and it will make you a tougher person.. yes, you will.. always see things in the positive ways, feel yourself with positive attitude..

yes, it's easy to say than done.. and when you are sinking deeper and deeper, how can earth you can still feel positive?! just imagine when you are drowning deeper into the ocean, will you be as calm as you wish you would have before the huge tide wave swallows you up?

at the end of the day, you will always try your best to reduce the damage done by you or to you.. different people has different strength in terms of mentally, physically or spiritually.. this puts everyone in different ending even though they are going through the same (or almost) the same condition..

i don't know how strong i am.. and i don't know how long can i stand all this.. but one thing for sure, i am still fighting back and keeping myself positive.. at least that the best i can do for yourself for now..

till then, c ya all again~

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