: Through the Rain :

before i sleep, i want to share this song with everyone.. especially those who find that life is getting tougher.. dont give up.. 

it's a song called Through The Rain sings by the living legend, Mariah Carey!!

this song is bring significant meaning and it's one of the touching song tweeted by sweet angelic bird.. 

i dont know how to put up the song on my blog so i might only share the lyrics.. enjoy.. :)

and no matter what happen, we can make it through the rain.. cheers!!

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Ho...ho...
Yeah...
Ho...ho...oh...ooh...ooh...

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you're distraught and in pain
Without anyone

We keep prayin' to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't

Find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

Hoo...hoo...doo doo doo
Ooh...hoo...mmm...hmm...

And if you keep falling down
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on

Step fastly
And you'll find what you need
To prepare
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face

And sure they tell you
You'll never pull through
Don't hesitate
Stay calm and sane

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain

Ooh, yes, you can
Mmm...hmm...
You can make it through the rain

: L-O-S-T :

one word sum out my feeling right now..

L-O-S-T

 

  

yes, dont know what direction to take.. dont know what is wrong and what is right.. being misunderstand for something..that is when u start to feel like you are losing your grip of your life..

hold your life tighter.. bear with it a little bit more.. things will be just fine after this.. remember, there's always a sun shine upon you after a heavy pour..

me too.. holding tight and wont let go for anything.. now trying to fix the pieces bit by bit.. smile and hope things go smoothly for the rest of the day.. most importantly, FIND THE MISSING PIECES TO MAKE YOUR LIFE COMPLETE..

you only live once so live it up.. dont waste it..

 

: Time Bomb :

tlike what people used to say.. it's best to be able to express what you have in mind rather than keeping everything to yourself. 

keeping things to yourself is not a healthy way of lifestyle. you will feel more stressful as new problem will arise every single day. and if you do not realize it to anyone, you are just like a time boom because you will explode anytime soon and this might just end up social life or even worse, end your relationship and career!

 

when it comes to speaking to someone about your problem, everyone will have to take this seriously. do not simply trust someone you dont really know so well and tell the whole crappy things about u.. coz you never know what he/she will do.. perhaps what you will experience is that your problem will be the headline in the office or school. so only tell someone you trusted..

yet again, it comes down to this, who should you tell? well, dont ask me. coz i am clueless too. sometimes i am confused and lost too. coz i dont know who to tell too.. and not everyone can really understand what you have gone through. it's tough, hell yeah!!

but one thing for sure, pray for it.. you will feel better.. or just take a relaxing holiday with friends or family. keep yourself away from all the trouble awhile will delay the time of explosion for the 'time bomb'..

talking to soulmate over your problem is the best way to avoid all this.. but not everyone has their own soulmate.. and not everyone can truly understand what you've really gone through..

: the day after the hectic day :

when thunderstorm is going blow its final clap, the least that we will expect is that a hurricane is taking the next shift right after thunderstorm.. this is very unpredictable.. and yes, life is also unpredictable..

when our nightmare is about to end, relief is the first thing that we will feel.. we will be looking forward to see smiley shinny sun hangs above us, with breezy cool wind blowing against our face, comforting us that things will be just fine.. but what if chapter of nightmare is just about to begin? instead of smiley shinny sun, the hot scorching hot sun is burning through our skin, hot steamy wind burns our skin like just concentrated acid being poured on our face.. 

adrenaline rushes in our veins, sending alarm signals to our body.. helplessly calling for help even though it is useless.. that's the day when we will feel hopeless..

let just face it.. everyone will have their bad days.. it might last for a day, a week, a month or even a year! the last that we will have to do is to breakdown during that period.. lift up your head.. prepare your mind for the worst case scenario.. be prepared to sacrifice to improve necessary conditions..

take it as lesson.. a lesson that cannot be taught by anyone else but God.. after going through this moment, you will become stronger.. stronger in many ways.. and it will make you a tougher person.. yes, you will.. always see things in the positive ways, feel yourself with positive attitude..

yes, it's easy to say than done.. and when you are sinking deeper and deeper, how can earth you can still feel positive?! just imagine when you are drowning deeper into the ocean, will you be as calm as you wish you would have before the huge tide wave swallows you up?

at the end of the day, you will always try your best to reduce the damage done by you or to you.. different people has different strength in terms of mentally, physically or spiritually.. this puts everyone in different ending even though they are going through the same (or almost) the same condition..

i don't know how strong i am.. and i don't know how long can i stand all this.. but one thing for sure, i am still fighting back and keeping myself positive.. at least that the best i can do for yourself for now..

till then, c ya all again~

: The Love of Christmas :

what day is today?? it's Christmas Eve!! yeah~ i wanna wish everyone a BLESSED AND JOYOUS CHRISTMAS in advance..

i just talked to someone on msn today and was telling him how excited i was cause it's Christmas eve.. guess what respond i got in return..

he said, it's not a big festival for him and it's nothing special..

well, with all due respect, i respect his perspective on Christmas.. different people see Christmas in different ways..  however, there's something in common in their views.. and the similarity is L-O-V-E!!!

in Christians' view:

 Christmas day is the day where Jesus Christ was born, and Jesus Christ himself is the love that God gave to the world. Jesus died for all our sins on the cross. that's the sacrifice He has done for us because He loves us!! on Christmas day, Christians will gather in church, giving praises and thanks to the Lord, expressing their love to the Lord. obviously, Christmas is a big day for Christians and it is filled with love and joy!!

Family:

i bet this song, I'll Be Home For Christmas isn't a stranger to everyone out there. it's obvious, this song is written because Christmas bring a significant meaning to some families. life, getting more and more complicated and hectic as time goes by.. decades after decades, lifestyle changed drastically.. and it's ain't getting cheaper.. everything comes with a 'skyscraper' high price.. during ordinary days, people will be walking away from their family, with one purpose, reaching to their goal.. says, one might leave their hometown to LA to pursue their dream in entertainment field, or to New York for a better job with good prospect, or to Switzerland for a peaceful life, or to Malaysia for... i don't know.. haha.. when Christmas is coming, everyone will try to make it back home.. to see the family that they left behind to pursue their dream.. when family meets up, stories after stories will be told.. hugs and kisses exchange will be everywhere.. and most important, the whole house will be filled with love.. Christmas, to some families, is the day where jobs and responsibilities being pushed aside, meeting up family members and pour out the love that they owe their family members for the time being away from home..

Lovers:

I'll have a blue Christmas, without you..
I'll be so blue, just thinking about you..
Decoration of red on the green Christmas tree..
Wont be the same dear, if you're not here with me...

does this song ring a bell?? it's Blue Christmas.. it's a song about lover being separated by something, could be anything, work, travelling, cancellation of flight, miss the flight back home for Christmas.. who on earth will not wanna spend their Christmas with their love one?? busy schedule, work or short of budget to get air ticket to come back home are some of the obstacles face by some couples in the ordinary days. Christmas, it's a day that they will be looking for.. for the return of their love one.. to celebrate together, spend time together.. it's doesn't matter if they are husband and wife, or boyfriends and girlfriends, all they want is just to be with their love one.. have a romantic Christmas holiday together.. that's they express their love among one another.

Charity Organization:

it's not an odd thing to see all the celebrities volunteer themselves for charity work on Christmas day.. some sings to raise charity fund, some involve themselves in helping building up charity house for homeless, some even put in santa claus costume to deliver Christmas gifts for the orphans.. have you ever wonder why people do charity on Christmas day?? Charity is a voluntarily work for the unfortunate people.. not all the people in this world is fortunate enough to spend their Christmas day with love.. for orphans, all they can do is to write a Christmas wishlist and try to mail it to Santa Claus.. for old forks, all they can do is to look at their previous family photo and spend their Christmas with the sweet memory they have.. of cause, the main purpose of all the purpose to carry out charity work is to spread love to the unfortunate one.. it's doesn't matter if they're black or white, love is the only thing they seek.. charity work also shows them that they are not being abandoned and the world still care and love them as much as before.. this will fill them with happiness, hope and on top of all, love...

it's doesn't matter if you are black or white, Christians or non-Christians, Asians or Westerner, what language you speak, what religion you are, Christmas is still a celebration for all because Christmas is love.. unconditional love.. some your love to your family, lover and friends.. for Christians, most importantly, show your love to God and Jesus Christ..

fill your Christmas with love.. and share your love with everyone around you.. then you definitely have a joyous and memorable Christmas!!


HolyBoyFromHell wishes all

Have a Joyous and Blessed Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas!!

: Tree of Joy -- Christmas Tree :

since Christmas is around the corner, i might as well post something related to Christmas rather than my personal life and trip.. it's private and confidential... and copy right.. and trademark... hahaha..

to be honest, even though Christmas is coming very very soon, i still havent gotten into Christmas mood.. where's my Christmas spirit goes??

this makes me feel like singing a song for my Christmas spirit.. so, here i go:

so i'll let you go

i'll set you free

and when you see what you need to see

when you find you, come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need

i'll be right here waiting to see

you find you, come back to me..

okie... not sure what song is that? it's David Cook's Come Back to Me..

when we talk about Christmas, what's the first thing that comes into your mind?? presents? santa claus? Jesus Christ?

or..... CHRISTMAS TREE??

Christmas tree has become the symbol of Christmas since...... long long time ago... okie, i don't really know when but i bet it's long long time ago...

walking down the street, it doesn't matter if you are in USA or England or even Malaysia, all sorts of Christmas trees are 'planted' at different locations to awaken the sleeping Christmas spirit in everyone's heart. well, that doesn't work for me though cause mine is still snoring loudly.

ever wonder where does Christmas tree comes from?? one thing for sure, it doesn't dropped from the sky..

origin of Christmas tree:

Christmas tree was believed to be first spread by the Germans back in the 16th century. however, neither the inventor nor the exactly town in Germany was identified. a small fir tree was decorated with apples, nuts, pretzels, dates and paper flower in Germany for the benefits of guild members' children who collected dainties on Christmas Day.

if you do a bit of research, you will find more stories about the origin of Christmas tree.. one differs to another one.. if you really gonna read all of that, you will look exactly like....

@.@

to simplify things, all you need to know is that, Christmas tree is a tree with all the decorations and only to set up for CHRISTMAS ONLY!! the rest, leave it to National Geography to discover it..

Christmas trees come in a lot of different colours and sizes..

white Christmas tree

red Christmas tree

orange Christmas tree

black Chirstmas tree

blue Christmas tree

pink Christmas tree

purple Christmas tree

classic green Christmas tree

brown Christmas tree

silver Christmas tree

gold Christmas tree

pick your favourite and start decorating your house now..

no matter how big or how small is your tree, fill it with Christmas spirit, love, tender and care, it soon will blossom into a wonderful Christmas tree!!

Watch and Learn from Charlie Brown
and
Tips on Decorating Christmas tree

have fun setting up Christmas tree and fill your heart with Christmas joy!!

HolyBoyFromHell, signing off!!

: Damai with Family :

hey hey hey.. i am finally back.. kinda lazy actually but some how manage to drag my ass back to do blogging again.. it's been awhile is it??

anyway, i am back.. isn't that great?? yeah.. lame.. i know.. this is not like the world's gonna end once i stop blogging.. whatever..

okie.. quickie update on me.. i am good and finally back to hometown for holiday.. yea~~ and to top it of, i've just came back from Damai beach with my family.. it's organized by EON Group and it's something like a family day where all the stuff and their family are invited to join in this trip.. something like that.. i just know that i am eligible to join in trip.. and that's all i need to know.. who cares about the details and stuff..

so.. YEAH!! DAMAI, HERE I COME!!

reached there about 2pm and i was thinking, 'gosh! just right on time..' happily carrying stuff to lobby while singing Christmas songs... however, happy mood was about to crash as i entered the lobby.. jaw dropped and was speechless.. @.@

early birds get to eat first.. many of the staff reached before me.. so i have to wait... patiently... >.<"

 getting keys and straight headed to the room.. not in the mood of skipping up and down this time.. just acted cool.. so off we go~

not bad, my mom managed to arranged double twin bed for us all.. didnt get to take pictures here and there due to some sickness - laziness... -.-"

since it's a company trip, activities are in store for us all.. but, it's not compulsory, which is a good thing..

i didnt join in cause i hardly know my mom's colleagues.. with all due respects, they are nice but... we just dont talk so much.. i hardly meet them, HELLO!!

while they were busy with their activities, i were busy with mine too.. wondering what i was busying with??

SWIMMING!!

while they were..... *must be tiring.. keep it up!!*

swimming is the only plan in my list.. but it was soon spoiled by some monkeys jumping up and down, performing so called 'somersault' and cannonball on the pool.. they somersault looks more like giant black, rotten banana drops on the pool!! darn.. it's ugly!! since when Damai allow pets to enter?? perhaps i should bring Brownie along too..

so i might as well appreciate the quality time on beach instead of being cautious with all the falling cannonballs and 'somersault'.. @.@

yellow flag~

means, dangerous.. but people was still playing on beach.. i wonder who give it a damn.. me? no!
 

this small tiny little wave did remind me of something... Kuta beach.. T.T i kinda miss the big, human height waves hitting me..

by the way, me and my sis did make one small 'Sandman' (instead of snowman) each.. we were cover with sand and sea water so didnt get to take a picture of the cute lil' Sandman..

family time!!

me and my sis

 family~

and me!!

it was fun and interesting trip.. and i can get to spend more quality time with my family makes it more worth it! it makes me more anxious on going with my friends cause i believe it's gonna be a blast! yea!

 gonna start cracking my brain with what to post on the next post.. while thinking, gonna get my beauty sleep now.. till then!!

HolyBoyFromHell, signing off!!

and Merry Christmas in advance.. *trying to get into Christmas mood*

~au revoir~