happiness is something that can be easily seems from one expression.. joyful and smiley face is always the nicest expression that someone can give..
however, does a smiley face tells the truth about one's feeling? a painful and torn heart cant be seen clearly from a smiley face.. why? i have so many WHY to ask now.. who can answer me..
why our life is tough? it's full with challenges.. ups and downs.. uphill tasks everywhere.. why?
why do we have to suffer so much? for me, nothing goes well this year.. why? everything is falling apart.. everything will break into pieces soon.. my fragile heart cant with stand so much suffering, problem as well as stress..
result will be released really soon.. what is ur next step? I DONT KNOW.. what do i like? it's not easy to achieve that. so i might as well give up.. but i still have to choose what course to take.. and it's gonna decide how's my life in the future.. i dunnoe!! STOP FORCING ME MAKING SUCH DECISION...
why is it sometimes words that we see hurt us more than being stab by knife? why? why do we have to suffer like that.. even our own family members, isnt that a better way to live together?
a glass may seen solid and nice when it doesnt expose to so much stress.. however, it maybe break into pieces anytime when too much things banging against it. sometimes, maybe breaking out is a better choice. but b4 it breaks, make sure it finishes all the work that it suppose to do.. paying debts, writing will if have any, spending quality time with everyone (family, friends) and of coz, preparing a letter to tell the reason of ur decision.. too much to handle.. hope i can continue with this 'game'..why do we hav to live? what is the purpose of living?i am straying away from God.. feel so empty and restless... help...
